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:iconaisteachsam: Sam I am :heart:

:bulletblue::bulletwhite: My awesome boyfriend :iconkei-thomas-sincera:

:bulletblack::bulletblue: My dearest mistresses :iconcerovas::iconshirayuki-no-mai:

:bulletblue::bulletblack: My fellow not-so-single ladies :iconannria2002::icontenchufreak:

:bulletblack::bulletwhite: My fun wifu :iconlieutenantker:

:bulletblue::bulletpink: The other waifu :iconscuffle-truffle: :eyes:

:bulletwhite::bulletgreen: My hubby :iconmandarain-a:

:bulletblue::bulletblack: My little Brit :icontamnyan:

:bulletwhite::bulletblue: My dA Daughters :icondreamchaser21::iconkiyoshimo::iconshimmyshom:

:bulletblack::bulletblack: My Gutterbrain buddy :iconddsgale: :iconheeplz:

Requests - Friends Only by SweetDukeGifts - Friends Only by SweetDukeCollaborations - Ask Me by SweetDukeTrades - Ask Me by SweetDukeCommissions - On Hold by SweetDukePoint Commissions - On Hold by SweetDukeKiribans - Open by SweetDukeMIISU WANTS YOU! by Miisu

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If I decided to have the times to do quick videos reviewing books, movies, websites, etc. and did a rating system, and used glasses of wine as points how should I do it? 

6 deviants said The more glasses the worse it is [like I have to have this many glasses of wine to tolerate this BS]
2 deviants said The more glasses of wine the better! [just like a normal 5 star rating means it's superb!]
2 deviants said I donno o.o [You're helpful]


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The Grand To do List!

Status: All trades are closed until I finish this list

My apologies ^^; I'm a horrible procrastinator so I must work on these and only these... If you're one of my trades I'll bump you up on the priority list if you complete your part first!

If you want to be added to the waiting list feel free to comment ^_^

To do list

:bulletblue: Stories:

Masked Intent
The Masked Ying Yang [might not be continued or continued on a different site]
In with the Band

:bulletred: Prizes:


:bulletwhite: Gifts [Friends only]


:bulletblue: B-day Gifts: [only open to close friends and they know who they are, so only they can ask to be added here]

:iconnascimur: B- day January 30th
:icontenchufreak: B-day February 4th
:iconcerovas: B-day May 4th
:iconannria2002: B-day May 9th
:iconshirayuki-no-mai: B-day May 27th
:iconcirrusly: July 30th
:iconlol-im-hyper: August 2nd
:iconmistressmaxwell: August 27th
:iconcookiezoela: September 22nd
:iconlieutenantker: B-day October 10th
:iconkiyoshimo: B-day October 19th
:iconshiterusasu09: B-day November 22nd
:iconscuffle-truffle: B-day December 11th
:iconchibi-kisame: [ItaxRora] B-day December 21st

:bulletred: Fanfic-Art Trades:

:bulletblue: Art Trades:


:bulletred: Fanfic trades:


:bulletblue: Contest entries:


:bulletred: Commissions:



AisteachSam has started a donation pool!
2,983 / 8,000
Wan enough points to convert to money and get a cuddle clone of my old pit bull ;A;

Until my to do list is done no more commisions but if you want to donate points out of the kindness of your heart then I'd love that :iconawwwplz:

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Sometimes I'm just tempted to drop everything I'm doing and leave dA. Probably just pack my bags and leave everything I know and start new elsewhere.

I'm just scared.

That I'm not good at keeping friends, that all this effort I'm putting into all my work will do nothing to help improve my life. That my time and emotions are getting invested into something thats just going to leave me tired and heartbroken. Life is just heartbreaking in general.

I just woke up today and I'm completely down. Don't know why, maybe I'm just feeling overwhelmed between drama, work and trying to keep up with everything here. I don't want to lose anything I've worked for, but at the same time I just know there's going to be heartbreak by the end of it. Groups dissolve, friends have left me, I've left projects unfinished because I get distracted by a new shiny thing.

I should restart college in the fall but I'm scared to. I'm just going to fail again.

I'm trying to save up money to move out but money just keeps slipping through my fingers. What if I screw up when I move out?

I have a wonderful 5 year relationship going, but there may be a day he does realize he can do better then me.

I have a wonderful job, but one day I may screw up and lose it.

I think I may just need a vacation, or maybe this is why I don't go to bed before 10 and wake up at 6am. I gotta get ready for work in an hour, so I'll just... work on something that'll cheer me up until I need to. I got plenty to work on.

I mean even if this doesn't do anything for my outside life... my friends and work on here do make me happy. So that's enough reason for me to stay and keep doing what I'm doing right? I don't want to leave everything I've worked for behind.

I keep saying I'm trying to organize myself but that keeps failing. So I don't know what will help me at this point.

Yeah this may just be me crying out for a vacation... I mean I've been working 9 hour days Monday - Friday then going in on Sunday for an additional 4+ hours. I can't wait for fall man all the good things are in fall for me this year.

You know you've grown up when summer doesn't really mean a thing for you anymore...

The more I think about it this also could be a bad case of indigestion... I've completely threw off my diet and exercise... probably would feel better if I tried that again.

I'll probably end up deleting this journal when I feel better


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Skarabog Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
hey, how are ya? :meow:
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spadiekitchenqueen Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the watch dear!
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WinxSirenix24 Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014
Is there more of the fan fic
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Peacelover2 Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014
Thank you so much for the fav whatcha you doin? by Peacelover2 QVQ :hug:
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Infernape97 Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: ! :squee:
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boooooki Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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icecoldmice Featured By Owner May 10, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy birthday!!! :cake: :dance: :party:
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keealy Featured By Owner May 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
happy B-day ^^ :D
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XxPurpleHedgieXx Featured By Owner May 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!! :cake: :party:
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silverwoodpack Featured By Owner May 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday! :la:
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